Retta's Journal

Really.
Mucho to do tomorrow night when I get off work. Well I might go back to pack my stuff and whatnot then come home again. One could not possibly ask for more.

GIVE YOURSELVES A CHANCE!
But I dont think that Sara is willing to share me with anyone. I'm evil. Try to read this before you ask a new question. Wonder what the planets are up to today? Everyone else will be partying and doing things that you can no longer do. I dunno. I feel like running around in circles! It's been a bumpy few weeks. However it's the paid users that make this possible. I know there both Bi and I think they think the other one is atractive. Now I feel ancient. I'm really excited about my last fall blast. Ah yes the flu is so much fun isn't it? Coming off a heavy phase currently. So that set my mood into a down shift. So I went outside she went in her room to get ready. The old look was just too childish . That should be nice. I love my new LJ! Had a nice trip with only a few things going wrong but we made it safe and sound. Sometimes half way through typing it in it would lock up. I'm impressed with myself anyway and pleased to have figure it all out. Thanks. He laughed and said he figured he was the only guy in the world sleeping with a barometer. That must be good enough. Oh please you're an elected official. I know. Hurray! I lasted all day at work yesterday. It's too cute for words.

I do this for my friends and myself.
I've never used the snooze button on my alarm clock. I know there both Bi and I think they think the other one is atractive. I really need a raise. Or would we not appreciate them quite as much then? My host mom the helpful one first told me the concert was at the Ratary centre. It's gonna be the best. I keep the house clean. And then it was over in seconds . I do this for my friends and myself. Next week we go out on the floor. Finally! It's crazy. We went on with the night like nothing happened. I didn't want Manda to leave either. Everyone at work has had The Cold. I am known among family and friends as a complete and hopeless klutz. I always mix up my name and my company's name. Will write more when I get a chance. That's stupid! You too are a Backstroker. I told them it was "Take a Rock to Work Day" but they didn't seem to buy it. Yummy. Finally! I figured it was probably better if I did. I miss you Esther and Leeta I wish you both were here. I can't wait. I was good for the begining of it. For all of you that have made this possible by getting paid accounts I can't thank you enough . Not fun. That is we didn't really reorganize anything or make it easier to use .

I thought *hey.
Ug. I'll be working on this right now but feel free to report bugs anyway. I never did find any King pictures. I completely lack creativity and I hate it. But they're the only ones I've seen. He'll be home tomorrow night. He told me he expected me to be home . My ears were leaking this morning . I'd rather be a spontaneous little girl with nothing to worry about. I can't seem to think straight at all! All the while you'd rather be ramming. What the Hell am I doing? I am known among family and friends as a complete and hopeless klutz. HEY I JUST KNOW! I really need a raise. Anyways yeah. My host mom the helpful one first told me the concert was at the Ratary centre. She's going to AASG. For all of you that have made this possible by getting paid accounts I can't thank you enough . I wish I could post a picture to show. Coming off a heavy phase currently. Plus now I know 2 things that make me irrisistable to Thai girls. One could not possibly ask for more. Also post the link to your site and SPREAD THE WORD! I run errands for her if I have the day off and she needs something done. Granted I am probably not the easist person to live with. Drunk and in the snow. Yay! We just want some lovin' from the press and we want more users. I told them it was "Take a Rock to Work Day" but they didn't seem to buy it.

Oh well.
I like a variety of films. Now I must wait somewhat patiently for the puppy fest. I swear I'm loosing hair . I need to clean my room. At the age of 16 she got Potato publish. Of course ABBA was also there for me. No matter that you've been madly in love for a whole month oh my god! But they're the only ones I've seen. I'll do that tomarrow. One of the hazards when you live in a very small space. We may go to a movie date or go rent some movies and just hang out. Let dogs in. Well I'm in Cali with Liz and we're having a good time of course. Me! I let her borrow my clothes. By default your login will expire when you close your browser which is best on public computers. I remember when Christmas was all about and for the kids. I felt a lot better after talking about it on here. I bought him for KISA as a present. You'll drool. Not good when you're in training for stuff at work. Like Darquries Malaboo Pineapples and Kuwala and milk. I much rather go see Nat Myria! I felt so small and dumb . Now I must wait somewhat patiently for the puppy fest. Failure to yield right of way. Lisa said she'd try to hook LiveJournal up to it tomorrow if she can. Something I will love forever and would have never boughten for myself normally. Having a marriage last more than 5 years at any age has become rare. It's been a bumpy few weeks.

I might end up crying again.
So I cried. It's probably already in my bloodstream. But I cant get over Amanda. We will discuss puppies. She did a great job through the last few weeks. Amanda. I need to do jumping jacks and talk in my Alaskan accent! I may not have to worry about Tuesday if it doesn't go away. I like them and they were at our state fair. I hope he had a great visit and will decide to stay living here in Alaska. Needless to say . I'd chalk it up to the new servers I wanted to go play the slot machines. Any ideas out there? I like them and they were at our state fair. Worried about M. Like Darquries Malaboo Pineapples and Kuwala and milk. Something I will love forever and would have never boughten for myself normally. I think it's a splendid idea! It's pouring rain. He's the sweetest and most affectionate cat given to kneading and nuzzling for hours on end. Tab! But I went to tower records and bought one of Peter's albums. Those are all being fixed. The hard part will be during the day. What the hell is up with this? My little grrl loved it too. Nat Myria! You'll drool. Now If I could only get both of them into a relationship together I would be so fucking happy.

Instead they took us to Fiesta Mall and gave us each $100.
It's such a distraction. I wonder if the book of life says next to my name: will always make the wrong choice. I should be at work right now. Thanks Kathy! Granted I am probably not the easist person to live with. Payday. It's the drug I need to keep me from being too happy . I relized that I actually have played a game based off these books before. AH right there licklicklick *chomp* MOOSE. But I'm glad it was quick and over and it felt like it didn't even count . Tomorrow will be a good day. Hmm. If it is a boyfriend I get pissed off and don't talk to them for days. I'm so so so happy. I went over to Amanda's house today she was gushing about Ben alot. Can anyone explain to me what the hell is going on? Been fighting with the wife all day. Amanda and Andri are both home. I have a roof over my head plenty of food love and respect imagination and magick. Its me and a lot of my thai friends. Although there is a newer version I couldn't get that one to install (using Be 4. She was kind of giving me a pep talk . If you don't find what you're looking for you can submit a support request below. She looks 16 but she's not. I had a run at 6pm and then one scheduled for 10:43pm. Nope. I said no. Who do you think is most angry when things aren't working? Anyways I gotta go feed some dogs they just like eating. People here have NO CLUE what traffic means freeway (yeah whatever) on ramp?

There's a lot that I don't get.
I've definately got some kind of Christmas spirit in me. I can't wait. She got me the cutest little presents that just fit me perfectly. She said she had no one to go Christmas shopping with this year. We traded music. She asked me to grow my hair long so I'm doing it. I'm really excited about my last fall blast. Something I will love forever and would have never boughten for myself normally. It's a fabulous ring and pendant fire opals and diamonds. He just made cookies and wanted us to come over drink wine and eat cookies. SO WHAT! Worried about job performance review coming up this week. We traded music. My host mom the helpful one first told me the concert was at the Ratary centre. Her journal entries are witty and insightful and have made me both laugh and cry at times. I miss them sooooo much. I don't like strong things. I think his name will end up Tucker. Someday it has to stop but not while I'm young. I learned to drive when I was 12. I'm always such a 'grass is greener' guy. And I'm so way into this boy . I think it's just because when I feel this way . YAY! She keeps staring at KISA in a most wounded way. I have two things to do there this morning and then I can come home maybe. Lucifer was a Backstroker. I have a roof over my head plenty of food love and respect imagination and magick. So I say "You know what? Pepper our adult chesapeake isn't too sure that she's going to like this.

It's crazy.
She said she had no one to go Christmas shopping with this year. I guess it'll be a matter of keeping things in perspective. Feed dogs. It'll be okay. I'm going to dinner tonight though with my friends (the ones who miss christmas as much as I do). I feel so LACKING as an individual! There are very few excuses for "accidents" these days. I love my brother so much. I feel like running around in circles! I'm going to get duplicates so I can send REAL photos to duskybeans. The chicken is already soaking in the buttermilk. Go to Shooters . I do not want The Cold. If Sara and Amanda sho interest I will ask Sara first then Amanda. All the while you'd rather be ramming. That leaves us Sunday and Monday alone. So I'm gunna phone . I live in bleedin' Alaska you'd think we'd have a winter wonderland. Hmm. I'm going to dinner tonight though with my friends (the ones who miss christmas as much as I do). I know. Goddess help that you might get to the next red light behind or next to me. Also post the link to your site and SPREAD THE WORD! It would be if people celebrated Christmas here. Now I must wait somewhat patiently for the puppy fest. You have lots of time to have babies. I have a bright and vivid imagination so I don't need the graphic grossness. I just want to get out on my own. I love my puter but sometimes you just have to say the F word. I need to do jumping jacks and talk in my Alaskan accent!

I'm evil.
Went to get D's present. I haven't seen her all weekend because she didn't go to Fall Blast. I know. Anyways I love you and miss you! Everyone else will be partying and doing things that you can no longer do. So I hid my tears and he touched me and was disappointed that I wasn't all about it . But I'm glad it was quick and over and it felt like it didn't even count . We still need money to run the site. I was supposed to do all these certifications and stuff and I haven't done any of them. I always mix up my name and my company's name. Hurray! You probably shouldn't be using SparkMatch. I'm happy. I'm doubting it. Waiting for that inevitable crash though. He's a big boy 22 pounds and acts just like a dog. Apparently they all will go through this but it was awful. So I went outside she went in her room to get ready. I feel so I don't know . I'll feel better once I have a clue as to what I'm doing. Its weird though becaus I'm a fast typer when it comes to english. Good thing it's a short week. We will discuss puppies. I'm off to the dreamworld now. Geez I should be a little darker because I'm half Eskimo and all but no. I need to clean my room. I got a picture of him last night from "Monie". Yeah. I'm sooo proud of my Alaskan accent now. I'm really tired.

Yippee!
Christmas is soon but I don't get christmas this year. GIVE YOURSELVES A CHANCE! Time to live in the now. I kinda need to have this job. But I'm packing up as I clean it so It's going sorta slow. I am sick and I'm hating life. So then she asks me *again* if I want to go. He'll be home tomorrow night. Well I might go back to pack my stuff and whatnot then come home again. I just love those girls. I can't read thai! I just want to get out on my own. Move forward with your life and give your all to make a good life for your child. Today was kind of a crazy day. So we'd be pretty set to travel as much as we could. I feel so I don't know . But they're the only ones I've seen. I feel like spewing. I LOVE MUSIC! I guess it got worse when she critisized my native food my music my choice of movies etc. Hmm that's something else to do. All he wanted for his birthday was to go to that concert. I had a run at 6pm and then one scheduled for 10:43pm. Use your damn brains. I just know. I am very excited about this. Move forward with your life and give your all to make a good life for your child. I'm impressed with myself anyway and pleased to have figure it all out. I'm going to try to get our web cam up here at work so I can show off our view. Wonder what the planets are up to today?

Green suit event.
Those are all being fixed. And we talked about how nutty boys are and about doing stuff and having fun. You do so much for so many! I moved here from Southern California. She's so nice and sweet. All I am is talking about my family. Beautiful songs. Ali was my "secret santa". The collapsing threads will be optional . Oh well. I'm really excited about my last fall blast. Like I'd expect him to take his 2001 Vet through the drive thru wash? Needless to say . I miss you Esther and Leeta I wish you both were here. Antibiotics. That way he won't be here crying all day. I only have so much time in the comp lab on fridays. IT's not like there isn't another FREAKING car for 2 miles behind me. Yeah that's it. Which is fine for now. Put parrots tortoise chameleon fish to bed. How do you tell them. Then we skipped out on the rest and went to the movies to watch the Grinch. I am soooo glad the week is almost over. They either won't go or 40 of them cruise on through like it wasn't a problem. She's going to AASG. Put parrots tortoise chameleon fish to bed. But you never really know who does. I've been both really thin and really heavy. I went over to Amanda's house today she was gushing about Ben alot.

I mean really tired.
I can't use regular melt stuff because of the puppy that licks everything so rock salt it would be. When I'm done there will be tons of options for you customize its behavior all you want. And it rains a lot. But I get 2 christmas'es next year. I'm glad we only had to put in 3 nights there. I remember when Christmas was all about and for the kids. You'll probably get the answer faster too! He touched me and I felt terrible . It's Friday. I guess they'll stay in touch so she can see her son. Drove out to my parents house to find a car wash that washes by hand. There but for the grace of the Goddess would go I. But it's a good stretch. Oh well. I need to reduce my feelings of being over whelmed by things. On top of that I get the major guilts when I miss work. He laughed and said he figured he was the only guy in the world sleeping with a barometer. WHAM. I don't have to drive him bonus but I can't sleep in. Although there is a newer version I couldn't get that one to install (using Be 4. All the while you'd rather be ramming. Today was a day of crying . I shouldn't be allowed to be in public around boys I like while under the influence of alcohol. I'm really excited about my last fall blast. And it rains a lot. How nice of me to share eh? It's different here for sure. Failure to yield right of way. I just love them all so much. I like the new look okay although I was very fond of the notebook "feel".

She keeps staring at KISA in a most wounded way.
Just try to concentrate on achieving one goal at a time. I'm going to a concert tomarrow! So she tells him I don't want to go. I don't know . Every time I would type the address in to my computer it would lock my computer up completely. I have to be blindingly white. I'm going to dinner tonight though with my friends (the ones who miss christmas as much as I do). I much rather go see Nat Myria! Plus now I know 2 things that make me irrisistable to Thai girls. I can't seem to think straight at all! And then after a moment of being able to kiss him . Make sense? Tomorrow we'll try and take pictures and then run them to a one hour place. But I went to tower records and bought one of Peter's albums. I really value this service so much.